In the tilt of my chin, The arch of my neck, And slight parting of my ruby red lips, Leaves a question in the wind. Is she real? Been pinched before, So won't open that door! I smile once again, Pausing in the twilight, And wondering who is knocking at my entrance... Who is knocking so gently, Seemingly more afraid than me. Must be the wind of winter, So back to the dancing in the dark. Hips figure-eighting, Arms high in the air, Silohuette sashaying while limned by the twilight. Harder knocking at the door, My hazel eyes flashing fire and ice, And I pondering "Who is knocking at this hour?" Dancing in a frenzy, And then... The door is slammed open! Man has a candle, And beckons with a finger. I smile and swirl and twirl away, But Man is stronger and swifter, And dances to his prey. -Hazelbunny (RR)
I have a wall you can not see Because it's deep inside of me. It blocks my heart on every side. And helps emotions there to hide.
You can't reach in, You can't reach out. You wonder what it's all about.
The wall I build you cannot see Results form insecurity. Each time my tender heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse. So stone by stone I built a wall that's now so thick it will not fall.
Please understand that it's not you, Continue trying to break through. I want so much to show myself, And love from you will really help. So bit by bit Chip at my wall, Til stone by stone it starts to fall.
I know the process will be slow, It's never easy to let go Of hurts and failures long ingrained Upon one's heart from years of pain. I'm so affraid To let you in I know I might get hurt again.
I try so hard to break the wall, But seem to get nowhere at all. For stone upon each stone I've stacked, And left between them not a crack. The only way to make it fall Are imperfections in the wall.
I did the best I could build A perfect wall, but there are still A few small flaws, which are the key To breaking through the wall, to me. Please use each flaw To cause a crack, To knock a stone off the stack.
For just as stone by stone was laid With every hurt, with every pain; So stone by stone the wall will break, As love replaces every ache. Please be the one Who cares enough To find the flaws, no matter what.
I thought i'd share some of my poetry in this space. Your welcome to take a look around and feel free to make yourself feel at home
Tortured Heart
You quickly fall asleep unaware that my heart is aching and my tears' have dampened the sheets
As dusk breaks to dawn i still lie awake from my deep sorrow with thoughts of the pain that will come tomorrow
This pain is relentless consuming my every thought my every breath, my will to go on, am i destined for a life of emptiness
Locked in this dark prison of solitude the countless hours hold me captive my heart chained for my sins of broken promises
Replenish my thirst fill my empty cup of bliss even for a moment though fleeting with a sprinkle or a sip of tenderness
As the tide when darkness falls drifts out at night and returns at daybreak so will our love return cleansed and fresh with a new start in its wake
I live through you and i also die through you, you're the only one that can revive me from my death
Breathe life into my bosom and let me arise like Lazarus To experience the rebirth of our love again
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No words needed to be spoken
Her smile was full of brightness she was a breath of fresh air her hair golden as the sun her skin soft and fair
We rode the train together almost everyday, Some days when no one was there she'll sit right next to me
The scent of her perfume was almost too captivating to bear i just wanted to put my arms around her and hug her, but I wouldn't dare
She always greeted me with a smile and i would nod my head she never spoke a word she just made eye contact instead
One day as we were sitting together our arms touching, you could feel the passion connecting through our skin, I got the nerve say to her " I've been searching for you for a lifetime, Where have you've been.?"
I wasn't prepared for her reaction she just stared straight ahead she never uttered a word I slumped in my seat and said "I'm sorry, I must have lost my head"
She got off the train and looked at me through the window, her eyes big and bright she smiled shyly and it looked like she mouthed the words " I love you, goodnight."
I thought it very odd that she never spoke to me, then I rode the train the next day, She never got on at her stop, I opened the newspaper and her picture was on the front page and it shed the light. It's caption read " Deaf girl killed by bus last Night."
I saw you in the garage today weathered and rusted but the memories came back like yesterday before you were busted
I remember that Christmas with fondness all so well the day you came wrapped in a bow and i rode you to hell
Whenever i was bored and all alone I'd hop on your seat and ride through the mountains and valleys my spirits rising why did i have to go home
I remember the time i was sitting in the park johnny fink stole you and your handlebars gave way and johnny went flying bloodied and in disarray
When i caught up to johnny he was picking up his teeth thanks you were my best buddy i swear you could think
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A Day In A Lifetime
I look out at the palm trees outside the window of my hotel room a tropical breeze sways them looks like a storm is headed soon
I think back to yesterday when you were with me we went scuba diving off the coast of Maui
It was a magical experience tropical fish and sea life swimming all around us as we made love under a corral reef the others on the boat unaware of what was going on beneath
Who knew when we first met when we were sunbathing on deck that we would fall in love the minute i put lotion on your neck
You had to go suddenly last night you got called to a meeting in New York, you cried and told me you would call as soon as you were done work
The phone rang five minutes ago it was you on the line full of fright you were in the Twin towers when they were burning, you said tearfully " Good bye my love I'll miss you the rest of my life" -----------------------------------------------------------
The Gunslinger
They say he was the fastest gun in the west big and mean with a colt 45 a hundred men faced him none are still alive
Today he was coming for me,his gun hired to put me down in defeat by a ruthless land baron who wanted me dead for keeping peace in the streets
I've been the marshal of this town of Abilene,Texas for tens years and a day i cleaned it up, chased out the land baron's henchman who got in the way
When i was a little boy, i lost my mother and father they were killed when i was ten my twin brother and i put up for adoption, my brother never to be heard from again
I was raised by the town blacksmith who taught me the trade many a gun and horseshoes i melted from iron and made
When i was sixteen i picked up my first gun i won my first battle with a horse thief at the age of 21
Since then I've killed 40 men with a gun fast as lightning and eyes like a hawk my accuracy frightening
At dawn the gunslinger rode into town riding on a black horse a mask on his face his eyes on the ground
Riding beside him were the land baron and his henchman to make sure their deed was carried out this was going to be a tough task, no doubt
Staring out the windows the townspeople were awake afraid to come out, but still wanting to see my fate
I loaded my guns and put on my lucky hat headed out of the jail not knowing if I'd ever come back
The gunslinger was waiting for me at the town square the land baron and his men waiting on the rooftops there
The gunslinger walked into the middle of the street his hands by his sides his eyes at his feet
He looked up at me with his mask still on his eyes suddenly widened he took off his mask and said in a whisper keep your eyes on those hiding
We both drew our guns and fired at will when the smoke had cleared the land baron and his men had been killed
The gunslinger and I the only ones left standing in the street i recognized him as soon as he took off his mask, he said "Blood is thicker then water my brother I'm glad finally again we meet"